i need ur opinion!

is it okay to be friends w/ the EX?

would you let you bf talk to his ex?

i need your opinion on this...

wers the respect?

a question? you know something but you keep it to yourself that way it wont become a big deal. now you know she doesn't respect anyone, what would you do?

*&^%$# if it's bamba, ill kick her ass for sneaking in her bf. i dont give a damn if you think you're adult but in your parents house, you don't do such thing! too bad i'm insomiac that i know and hear lots of stuff!

my baby is such a sweetheart!

we dont really celebrate the v-day since i'm one of those people who think this day is korny. Why not do whatever it is you do on a v-day on any day right? anyways, my buboo is such a sweetheart, he had to take sa test this morning that he left early. he got home 2 hours later we a rose and a heart shape balloon and my breakfast (jack in a box supreme croissant!-been eating this a lot lately..hehe my latest addiction) and a nesquik chocolate drink! i was too sleepy that i just gave him a kiss and snuggle on his arms and went back to sleep. then we woke up at 11:45am and he made lunch! bbq rib eye steak! yummy... hehe my day was mainly spent here at the house wearing my pjs! since hubby had to work at 2, i had some cleaning to do...and i've been lazy to cook since there's still left overs then i got a call from hubby telling me to check what time does our fave jap. resto closes coz i dont have to cook, we'll just buy food... hayyy...today was my day of being pampered... thanks to my buboo:)

3 years ago::: Feb. 14, 2004 was the day that me and nik had our first conversation at some baby shower party in Lincoln St. in Alameda and he asked me if i wanna play billiards, i turned him down since i'm not really good at playing pool. funny! we never thought we'll end up being married.

level 10

ok my stress level is going higher again...NOT GOOD! i hate it when i'm stress already and then other people would make me more stress... as much as i try to breathe in & out and say grusfraba (is that right karen?) i just cant hold it and i snap.... today was something. On our way back home from walmart (we had to buy blank dvd's for the dvd cam) there's this dude in a green ranger pick up trying to drift or something like that. that he actually turned 180 deg (facing the traffic) in the intersection. And it was raining so the roads are slippery... situations like this, i freak out (for one i've experience turn-turtle accident and almost falling from the ridge from the past 6 years??) but i try to remain calm by being quiet. I was gasping the dvd's when it all happen in front of me actually. Goodthing that person didnt cause any accident. Then we had to enter the freeway on our right to pick up my sister-in-law's friend who's coming w/ us to the airport. as hubby made a right turn, well, he was kinda fast and it was slipper (from the rain and some sand) the car was kinda screeching on the road. my impulse made me shout SLOW DOWN at the same hit my hubby in the head w/ whatever it was i was holding in my hand. IT WAS AN IMPULSE! it wasn't meant to happen. i know it hurt and he was hella mad and to think this all happen w/ my sister-in-law as a witness. I was so quiet on the way home, i was scared at hubby coz i know it was my fault in hitting him but hey! i wouldn't have hit him if he didnt do what he did right? and it was an IMPULSE action. i hate it when he plays around my stress level. I cant controll my stress any longer and its not good. By the time we got home, i was getting my stuff to go out of the car he stopped me then gave me a hug and a kiss and i said sorry coz i know it's my fault and i'm not suppose to hit anyone but i cant help it.... and i was still numb!

w/ my stress going up and down, i'm actually feeling my chest feeling heavy everyday. My uncle had a quadrople (i have a feeling i spelled it wrong) bypass 10 months ago because of stress... and my grandpa had a multiply bypass coz of diabetis. IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY!!! now here i am 25 years old, no health insurance feels heavyness on my chest coz of stress when I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO BE STRESSING.... dammit. I don't want to stress anymore, LIFE is too short and i wanna enjoy it. and i wanna experience being a mom. haaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy

no parent-in-laws for 3 weeks...

yes my parent-in-laws are on their way to PI... papa haven't been home for 9 years while mama for 13 years. I'm sure they'll be amaze at how philippines had change in a decade. They went home for papa's homecoming batch '77 in PMA. As what i've heard, its a biggy and most of his batchmates that are still in the service are all generals. If he didnt decide to join his family here in US 9 years ago, he'd be a General in the Philippine Airforce by now but well, its for the best. So for the next 3 weeks, we'll mainly spend my hubby's day off in San Diego to watch over his 19 years old sister... and well, i guess there'll be some house party that's gonna take place over there sometime in this next 3 weeks.

LAX is still a crazy airport... I still love San Francisco... Hayyyy...

other news: BAD TRIP! bakit ba ang guys masyadong manhid??? i swear! obvious na syado na ginagamit yung bestfriend nya to get hold of him to tell him the news "I'M GETTING A DIVORCE" wtf..... eh alam na nung girl kung tatawag cya di sinasagot tawag nya, gagamitin ba naman yung bestfriend to get hold of him? OMG..syadong obvious, eh namang mga lalake, syado manhid.... hmmm.....

its okay to be friends w/ the ex but hello! tantanan nyo na kung may sariling buhay na at masaya na sa ibang tao. i have 2 other ex's in my life, 1 of them is a total stranger while the other is we're okay. but i don't talk/text/chat or anything to them as a respect to the guy i'm going out w/. ewan ko ba.

guys are so..... EWAN!

grrr..... i swear i just wanna hit nik on his head. he's tired, i know that! but he should know that i'm bored the hell out of myself here in the house doing nothing but stare at the corners and he cant even give me a fraction of his time coz he want to sleep???????? i've been sleeping late for the past week. LATE means i've been sleeping at 5:30am already and i have no idea why. i'm tired but i dont want to take sleep aid, i'll do this on my own. i'm just mad and hurt for some reason. and I asked him this, what would be his ideal date? sinagot ba naman ako na i don't think of that coz i'm married. that's for people that are dating. dammit! sarap sapakin eh.

its your birthday...

ALLEN............. happy birthday.... i wish that you the happiness all life has to offer. May God continue to bless you and your family always. I love you gwaps!miss you and yngat, enjoy your day aitte?! mwah! talk to you soon!