I have one of the most amazing daughter in the world, true that she has her antics and tantrums but on times i need help, even for a toddler, she's willingly there to help me w/ a lot of things especially when it come to her little brother Kai and she's sweet. I'm kinda scared to put her out in the real world, i'm scared that she'll get hurt and mommy isn't there to pick her up but then again, we have to let them go at some point right?! and it's just 3 hours ;)
I pray that Jesus will guide her in everything, will keep her safe always and that she would be able to adjust and make friends. It scares me that the teacher would make a mistake and would give her to a wrong parents. Seriously with the news you read these days, it scares the crap out of you that your kids will get harmed. Now, it makes me wonder if my parents ever felt how i felt when i first went to school but then again, i went to a strict catholic school way back in the day and my big brother and cousins goes to the same school as me. hmmm.....
Anyways, today is actually orientation day so I have to be with her in her class for an hour and class would be dismissed so technically tomorrow is the day i'm kinda dreading. I have a feeling i will cry or will stay in the parking lot and wait till her class ends. haha yes i'm an overly protective parent, who's not anyways! Sooo..... will update later on how it all turns up... Wish me luck that i won't cry... :)
P.S. I have never left my children to a babysitter or daycare since the day she was born. On days me and bu goes out or something, i leave them w/ my mom or my inlaws sooo there, you'll understand why i feel this way :)
P.P.S. I still cant find a job, i have my 2 year old boy w/ me while her sister goes to school for 3 hours. So till they start going to full day of class then i can get a job....
TTFN....
No comments:
Post a Comment