You think the unthinkable.....

Haaayyyy life. So asside from P'Noys inauguration, his sister Kris Aquino is on the news as per separation with her husband James Yap... since they are both staying quiet over the reason still some people esp. The tabloid are making some speculation... So this leads me to thinking about my marriage. i admit that i dont have a perfect marriage but we do everything to make it work and its tough. I doubt there is such thing as perfect marriage. Seriously.

Anyways, somedays when my husband and i fight i think of the unthinkable. What if i just move on with my life and be selfish?! Yes i do think of that and i always fall to thinking i have 2 kids and i will be totally unfair for them so i go take a shower and let tears falls with the water. When i have enought, i try to just stay calm and look at my children and say they deserve to have two parents....

The thing with me since i dont work and i dont like having family getting involve with whatever rift or tampuhan me and my husband have is that i cant afford my kids. I have told myself that if someday i will choose such path to be single again, i will never ask for support. I will do my best to give everything for my 2 kids. I dunno but i just think that what he worked hard for is his and whatever i worked hard for is mine... If people think the way i think then i guess "prenuptial agreement" should never have existed. But back to the topic, DIVORCE is something i cant afford at the moment since im 10000% full time mom to my kids. Its the best thing there is but to be honest, in some ways it loses you as a person but looking at the face of your kids will give you satisfaction that you are doing a great job and every little detail as they grow, you'll know...

When things are rough i sometimes think whether im being punish or what, but i guess life is like that. It will test you.... So whatever Kris and James are going thru, i do hope that they can patch things up. life is short, you'll never know whats waiting ahead of us so tell the people you love, you love them and value one another... And one thing for sure, Violence is not the answer. Sooo later peeps...

Facebook wars

This has been goin on in facebook world.... Crazy if u ask me!


Christine Jme is tired of friend/s (old and new) stirring up the pot, just make sure that whatever you're doing wont hit you back, coz i do believe in karma and the saying of "what goes around, comes around".
Yesterday at 7:50am via Mobile Web · Comment · Like
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Edna Salazar kick them in the butt bebe......smile nalang dyan. mwah
Yesterday at 9:08am · Like

Christine Jme yes ill keep on smilling, tta Eds. ;)
Yesterday at 9:33am · Like

Anna Theresa Salazar-Cataluna Just say fuck it if they stab u at the back.... When u off? Lets chika2 i miss u, u know!
Yesterday at 9:45am · Like · 

Mylin Mai Petalcorin Taylor Cheer Up! Dont worry. What goes around, comes around, that's why you don't do anything to others, what you don't want others do unto you :)
Yesterday at 11:03am · Like

Christine Jme @ Anna: im off now mamz :) miss you more!!!

@ Mylin: I am very aware of that quotation/saying, trust me. All they need to do is reflect/check their inner self. :)
Yesterday at 11:27am · Like

Anna Theresa Salazar-Cataluna Im gonna turn on my mj will call u, pm me again ur num.... I have a feeling i know who u meant here mamz! Lol were sister from different parents right?lol
Yesterday at 11:30am · Like · 

Christine Jme hahahah ;) yes we are ! :) i'll pm it now .
Yesterday at 11:32am · Like

Mylin Mai Petalcorin Taylor Very true, they have to look into there "inner self" and see for themselves. :) very simple christine, i think its better for you to talk to that person straight in his/her face and hoping everything will be fine :)
what do you think friend?
Yesterday at 11:32am · Like

Christine Jme I agree :)
Yesterday at 11:38am · Like

Mylin Mai Petalcorin Taylor your done work? are you at home now?
Yesterday at 11:38am · Like

Christine Jme @ Mylin: Exactly,what I told you on you Status last Friday.
Yesterday at 11:39am · Like

Mylin Mai Petalcorin Taylor Exactly, that's what i am saying, you should talk to him/her straight
Yesterday at 11:47am · Like

Christine Jme yeap im done work & at home. :)
Yesterday at 12:05pm · Like

Mylin Mai Petalcorin Taylor I am at home as well, finally my day off after working12 days straight. i wish i had this day off during my bday. man! it took me 2 months to planned for that day, even if it was stressful, still it was a success. Thanks to Evan who helped me, brings down the stress i had.
Yesterday at 12:13pm · Like

Ana Kanarek Christine - totally agree with you 1000% . I believe in karma too. What goes around, comes around so people better beware. And girl, dont stand down to anyone. I dont. 8)
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Rhett Blancaflor Pelaez Jr. hi cuz menchu here! twas nice to hear your voice... didn't realize how much i miss making chika with you... just remember what i said... mwah! love you!
Yesterday at 6:02pm · Like

Mylin Mai Petalcorin Taylor An advice to you dear friend, talk to the person straight in their faces and things will all be fine :) what do you think?
Yesterday at 6:52pm · Like

Evan Taylor OK I have had Enough of this! 
Christine What you did at Mylin's party was very bad! 
To all you that do not know what this is about. This all started at Mylin's 30th Birthday.

Mylin got permission from the restaurant owners to move and rearrange the tables. Last year the tables were separated and Mylin's and my family was segregated from our friends. And were not able to talk to one another. It almost felt like three different parties. This year Mylin wanted all guests to feel welcome at her party. So she moved the tables. 

I was not aware of her plan and at first I didn't thing there was enough room for all the tables. But I trusted that Mylin know what she was doing and went along with it. She later showed me the plans that she had drawn out of the layout of the tables and she knew exactly how it was going to work.
The table layout turned out great! I think every one felt like they were all part of the same party.
Yesterday at 8:10pm · Like

Evan Taylor But as Mylin was moving the table around, both Anthony and Christine kept on telling Mylin that it was not going to work. You guys kept on Mylin, till she could not take anymore and snapped back at you. So Mylin and I moved the tables by our selfs till others came along and began to help us with the moving. 

It was not totally apparent at first what Christine was talking badly about Mylin to the other guests till one of the guests came up to me and asked what was wrong with Mylin. I was shocked. Mylin was happy and enjoying her birthday party. There was nothing wrong at that time. I asked what do you mean that there was something wrong. They told me that Christine had told them that Mylin was in a bad mood and Snapped at her earlier in the evening. I really did not think much of it at the time. I thought Christine was just upset at the time and commented to one of the guests. But the next day Mylin found out from many of her friends at the party that Christine had gone around and told them the same thing. At that time I brought up that one of the guests also said the same thing. We were both shocked and felt betrayed. Your our close friend and to find out your gossiping around and telling Mylin's friend ill words about Mylin on her own Birthday parry. This makes me very upset.
Yesterday at 8:10pm · Like

Evan Taylor This has now sparked another Stupid Facebook War of words. Mylin only wanted to leave a message to leave a message on face book to give you a hint that she was upset and wanted to keep this anemones and wanted you Christine to come forward in privet and talk to her about this. I cant always say I understand this Facebook thing, but I guess thisis a way to communicate to others what they feel. 

Christine I have allot of respect for you and Anthony but when I found out what you did at Mylin's party I was shocked! Why would you say things like that to others. Mylin only snapped at you for a second. She was happy the rest of the night and didn't think about it any more. But you go on all through the night and advise as far as Mylin can tell most of the guests about the insolent.

Can you and talk to mylin on the phone or better yet talk in person about what has happened. Letting this continue is very bad karma! And not good on our friendship. 

All Mylin wanted was a great 30th Birthday party for her friends and family.
Yesterday at 8:11pm · Like

Evan Taylor Oh and a message to Anna Theresa Salazar-Cataluna. Will you Shut your mouth on things you know nothing about! I really don't know who you are but you don't seem to be a very nice person to pass judgment on some one when your not even in the same country! Also if you have something to say, SAY IT to the person you have a "feeling" about.
Yesterday at 8:12pm · Like

Evan Taylor !!! OH For all those that are reading READ EVERYTHING I said! I know its long an its cut up but there was allot I had to get off my chest and face book could only alow for a small anount at a time. This is really pissing me off now!
Yesterday at 8:16pm · Like

Christine Jme Okay Evan, first of all I didn't go around and say bad words about mylin. I warned Steve, Megan when they arrive not to put more tension on mylin since she will get more upset & I didn't want that to happen on her bday. I don't know who said something else to both of you. When infact, I helped entertaining mylin with her Filipino guests who were left unattended. I introduced myself,that was it. Now with Riezel, I just told her that I was upset & shock How mylin acted at a public place. She doesn't have to slam the chair on the table while Anthony was just explaining that she should ask for the waiters help to arrange the table & chairs.

Secondly, why did mylin started posting blogs here in facebook when she can easily talk to me. Huh?!? I asked her who was badmouthing her and she tXtd back it's fine,don't worry. I told her to confront the person and she didn't! So, I assumed it wasn't me she was blogging about. Then, the next night she started again about asking help to a friend when getting stranded. That ticked me off and said to myself, that's it! She did this every year. 
I'm sick of this stupidity!!!
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Christine Jme @ Menchu: thanks cuz, love you too!
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Anna Theresa Salazar-Cataluna Wow im soo sikat! A message to you back Mr evan who you are, can you please reread my comment and think what the F is wrong with what i said.... And where's the judgement there???? So from what im reading now since i just logged in its your wife and my sister from another mother who got a rift! Thanks a whole lot for making all 751 friends of Jme know that....

And from a person who doesnt even know me, i dont give a damn if you think im not a very nice person because you guys are not my friends and for the hell of it i dont judge people so i guess you should be the one to say "SHUT IT" on your own mouth and dude, you're a guy! Didnt you ever had lesson 101 on not to fight girls?

And while were at it, tell that person who said fuck you bitch on your wife's site the same thing because he/she doesnt know what happen and since u just said it out loud here on jmes site that your wife is refering to my friend well my friend rerspect some respect from them too... Got that? 

Thank u very much.
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applying for a job

so my husband told me to apply for a job. I have no idea why he wants me to apply for a certain job. Told him i need to have 2 years experience and blah blah blah and he said just apply so you'll be in the system so i said, i applied there before so i should be in the system...

i have no idea why he wants me to get a job. And if i do get hired, i'll be thankful but who the heck will watch my kids? and if sooo does this mean i'm not going to school this coming fall sem anymore? Okay husband dearest, figure it out because right now I have no idea how i can leave the kids and knowing you, i know you cant handle them for a long span of time...

oh well, Lord whatever is your plan for me, let me know for i'm confuse... So good luck to me. I just hope whatever happens, my kids wont end up w/ a sitter. anyways, thats it for not sooo yah LATER!

La lang

My kids are watching the barnyard cartoons at the moment while having some milk so i took the chance to blog since my kids can be sooo kulit! I'm thinking of how i can make myself productive, i have gained 3 lbs again and im hating it! I should start on a diet but im sooo damn lazy to do something about it... Counting calories? Pssshhhh i doubt it will work on me...

I miss my friends, i miss just having to chika2 with them but like all the rest, life moves on and we grow up but that doesnt mean we lose 'em, its just that we all start having family and live far away from one another.... And having kids that i watch full time is hard of me to go online and chat with them but we do every now and then...

When we're young, we so wish to be older but when we're older we wish to be young again. Haha we can never be satisfied eh??? Im thinking of having some business but i dunno what, i'm no good at crafts and i definitely dont have art so i really dont know what business i can do but i wanna be able to have one.... Hmmm gottat start pounding my head for some ideas...

Anyway, will update again next time, kids are getting cranky.... Ttfn as my friend allen would say :) so yah..... Later peeps!

Just say it....

blogging with Mr. LiPad and trying out the apple case i got and see whether i like it or not...

My mom and i have patch things up, but another person seems to be mad at me for some reason... I just hate people who are plastic. I mean come on, tell me if you have problems with me and dont be sooo "taray" and "pilosopo". If i done you wrong well then im sorry but i cant recall when i ever said something to ever offend you. Or even get you irritated because from this day forward, i am seriously considering to just get our of your way and i hope you do the same thing...

I miss having a life actually, i miss having my freedom. I wish i started having a career before i had kids but since thats not the case i will make sure ill be good at what i do. Yes i love being a mom, i love my kids more than ever and i have a wonderful though not perfect husband (though he tries to be perfect - lets face it, no ones perfect... Im not either)... But sometimes when some people makes me feel so damn useless and makes me think "WHY" In so many form.... Oh well, lets just hope we win lottery then maybe i will gain such respect!

Yes its all about money. That i dont have i can say so i guess they think i'm a piece of scum because that i dont have... If i am being paid with what i do with my kids, seriously I'd be rich! But what i do with my kids are priceless and they cant take that away from me.... I feel useless at times but i know in my heart im one heck of a lucky person to be able to do the things i do with my kids....

So if you have some problem with me, why cant you just say it.... Atleast be honest and lets move forward.... Someday, one day my dreams will come true!

ayPad LiPad

i can't believe i never bought an kindle or sony e-reader before. I mean where was i? ebooks are the best but I will still buy some books in hard copy particularly in hardbound to collect 'em but not the ones that i just read in one night and end up in the chest waiting to be shipped out to gensan, unless ofcourse I'll make myself a library in this house... Who knows!

I love my iPad, i don't particular go online and browse there though every now and then i go on facebook and twitter coz i still love the convinience of my lappy tappy, my cool nettop and our old but reliable (esp. on my magicjack) pc.... And aside from my special edition u2 iPod classic and nik's 3g iPhone, ayPad LiPad is my first MAC though its not really considered as MAC, you know what i mean... i just love love love it! Well because i read books and now, i can just download free books and never run out of things to read.

And ofcourse my Kids loves it, they want to play w/ it though i'm kinda "maarte" right now coz i still havent got a case for it yet. Yes i know i should have bought but man it cost as $650++ for that thing, so i gotta take it easy you know:)

I want an iPhone 4 but im asking myself why? i wouldn't really play w/ it much since i have this mr. LiPad w/ me now, so whats the use of getting an iphone? one thing i can say, my epix is starting to be retarded but its doin its job and I don't really text/call much here in US.

Anyway, i decided to go back to my oldschool site (multiply, and this, still debating about friendster lol) and start writing again, and hoping that it will get me back my sanity and just write whatever i think. And try hard to post least on FB. That site, gets you in trouble for sure....

Ok... gotta hit the sack, its almost 2am here.... nyt nyt world!:)

bitterness

For as long as i can remember, I have done nothing but to follow orders and please them. It felt like as I grow up, i've age 10 years or so just to be the responsible person they want me to be but then again. I cant always please them...

I've listen, i said what i thing but they have ways of twisting things around. When i give, i don't expect to have something in return. Though they say they don't do that, but why do they make me feel that they are counting the things i've receive fr. them??

I'm so tired of it. I finally said, F* it, ill go on isolation fr. them, delete "." in facebook and move forward and after venting out, pretend nothing happened and move on. But like i said, "." has a way to make you feel crappy about yourself.

if you say sorry. say sorry period. Don't do things like make the certain person feel bad about herself because I'm telling its getting old and i'm sick and tired of it. They put the word "bitterness" in my world. They introduced me to it. so why cant they just say sorry, admit they were wrong and that's it. Stop making me feel bad because I'm trying to ignore feeling bad anymore....

They still don't get it. I guess that's how it is when you've been taken for granted since you're there always for them they think that whatever crappy things they do to you, you'll always be there. Enough is enough...

I'm sorry God if i'm being so hard and I know I'm no angel but please understand that I hurt inside and just let me heal in my own time... And I hope and pray the trend will stop from now on...

peace... I'm out :)

Let it happen God.

i'm worried over something. I wish i have control over it but i don't. I don't know whats gonna happen to it but i'm hoping that we get a response ASAP. I wish things arent that complicated. I love my family, they mean so much to me but there are things that we dont have control over and as much as we wanna take over and do something, things aren't that easy... Please God, let there be response soon. Let things move forward ASAP. I want my complete family on the day we renew our vows in front of you.... pls pls pls pls....

i hate i hate i hate

Why do i worry about other peoples problem?! Seriously i'm so tired of it having to think about something that's not even my problem... Hayyy....

addicted to PJ's sandwich!haha

i've been addicted to peanut butter and jelly sandwich for the past 3 weeks or so now. Though there's an outbreak of salmonela on peanut butter, not all brands of PB's were affected so I wasn't that worried and besides, the PBJ's spread had been in our fridge since last year and NO its not expired yet.

Anyways, i check on how much calories i've been taking before i sleep. I eat about 600-700cal (PBJ's sandwich +Milk) Dang! I'll be super fat if i keep this up, not that i eat a lot anyways, its just that i dont get to burn this stuff because I'm mostly sleeping after I eat this. Not right away but still i don't do any activities.

But its hard to fall asleep w/o eating this stuff.Haha its weird how i started liking this all of a sudden...

Anyways, other news. I'll have 10 weeks to go before i pop #2. I have a name in my head, still trying to argue w/ hubby to agree with me like we did with #1. So we'll see.... Hayyy i miss home... I cant wait to go home later this year!!!! first of though, i have to get a passport. Dammit! it would cost me $100 for that. Oh well, i should really get it over with...

well, just updating so g2g... ttfn

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

May 2009 Bring us more luck, love, peace and happiness.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I'm 26 weeks!

time flies so fast that i cant believe that i'm almost done w/ my 2nd trimester. I'll be 6 months pregnant next monday, having 13 weeks to go and will enter the 3rd trimester... Wow in 13 weeks i'll have a new baby in my arms... I don't know how kali will take it, i just hope everything will be fine.

I still have lots of things that i need to buy particularly baby's clothes. I am having a boy so most clothes of kali cant be worn by baby #2...Hehe I have a name on my head but still havent decided if whether or not i'm naming him that or what...

Hayyy having a baby is expensive, i'm pretty sure this would be the last. After this i'm having it cut out... If i'm just as healthy and normal like everyone else i wouldn't have to worry about this but i'm not and i know that so I'm taking actions...

I'm planning on putting Kali on the crib after New Years, but im doubtful if she'll sleep there...we'll see... Anyways, its late so gotta go!

i had fun this xmas BUT...

it was lame coz people went to sleep early like 7ish or 8ish?! What a way to celebrate christmas... That's why no matter what, no one can beat xmas in gensan!!!! I miss it... next year, wait for me!!!!

Happy birthday baby jesus!!!!

Belated Merry Xmas everyone!

venting again

I am so pissed at a certain someone right now! I don't care if i don't even talk to him ever in my life besides, I never ask him any favors, he's the one who always ask favors or even ask for pabili! F*ck it... Grrr... and the nerve of hanging up the phone on me! I swear... A kid who's 10 years younger than him even knows what manners is... Grrrrr....

He never do good anyways, he does and its just an act for asking something... HA! 29 years old and yet he doesn't know responsibility... what an ass!

blogging late

I wonder why i always blog late, maybe because this is the only time i have for myself and its quiet...anyways, tomorrows THE DAY... I've been looking forward to this for a long time and my golly, thanks to my hubby for making it possible... I love you bu!

I'm still sick, colds are almost gone but i have an annoying cough, throat is uber itchy and i just pee whenever I cough w/c is really annoying... ANyways, i have to get Kali's stuff ready so we can leave early later so ttfn!!!

4 years married!

We just had our 4th year anniversary yesterday. Though we didnt really do anything special, we attend our friends wedding in San Diego... It was fun but i was starting to get sick so i wasn't really feeling well... OMG! my dress was so short, thank god it was cold, i had to wear my coat the whole time!haha And well, we left Kali w/ my inlaws but we miss her terribly. I guess that's how it is when you have kids, you have fun yet your mind will still be left if they are ok or what...

She was cranky around 8ish according to my SIL and kept saying MAMA and pointing upstairs, she thought i was upstairs being lazy and leaving her to my inlaws...Haha poor kali... I love that munchkin to death i swear...

Anyways, i'm sharing a pic of me and hubby w/ the bride and groom....

its late gotta hit my sack! ttfn!:)

my lil one is 1 now!

And so my baby turned one over the weekend... Hayyy they grow up so fast... I kinda miss the lil one you can carry around w/o worrying about the food you feed them, now however i have hard time feeding this lil munchkin who happens to be uber hyper most of the time...

It almost 230am and i'm up and awake. Why?! coz i had to wash her bottles, HA! motherhood... I've done this a lot of time already so its so not new to me but how i wish i don't have to worry about her bottles...

Which makes me bitter about parents having yaya back in pi... haha how spoiled they are... I was told i don't really need to sterilize her bottles but just to make sure, i do it every night... And now that i change her milk to Next Step, i'm hoping this lil one will grow more....

In 4 months I will have another lil one coming up. It won't be easy handling 2 infants. yes my lil munchkin is still consider infant by then. And well, she'll always be a baby to me too. And i promise myself that just because she and her bro are so close by age, i will make sure that she is still a baby and i'd make both of them my priority...

Anyways, i really need to hit my sack again... so ttfn

problems

sometimes when you have a problem, its better to just keep to yourself than saying it out loud to people that way no one expect more of you. Though most of the time it makes you feel better when you get to share it to friends...

I don't know myself anymore, i'm lost. :(

feeling ugly... just thinking

I've been looking at my old pictures and i cant believe i look like that then. Now i look so plain. I don't even have the urge to fix myself. I brush my hair, put a clip and then tie it in the back... I was never maarte in my life, but since giving birth. I don't even think of myself anymore.

The moment i wake up, i'd be wearing pj's by the end of the day, i'm still wearing pj's.... I'm thinking of going out more but w/ a baby to tag along all the time (well i cant leave her alone at the house)and the gas prices up (good thing its under 2.50 now) i feel that staying at home is better than goin to places...

I miss my old self. I got so much compliment when i went home 2 and half years ago. I never felt so good when i finally felt that i'm being appreciated.... Not that looks matters but hey it does boost out your confidence right?!

I look at my closet, i have tons of clothes but those doesnt even fit me anymore. Those are my pre-baby clothes and though they all look new to me, still even if i try it wont fit me no more... So I'd wait till i'd pop out this second one and hopefully go back to my pre-baby body...

I need new pants and jeans but i'm the kind of person who's practical. I dont want to buy any because i know i wont wear it afterwards but my jeans are basically tight on me and the one and only maternity jeans i have kinda looks funny to me now... And to think this would be my last pregnancy, yes I'm going to get ligation afterward since I don't think my body can handle more than 2 pregnancy or let alone watch 2 babies grows up...

Anyways, the bottom line, i'm feeling ugly. I look haggard. I need rest, i want to eat a lot of food that i cant find here and the whole point to this is that I wanna go home to Gensan even for a month but I cant.

Not just fare wise but other people's experience can make people be negative on things so as long as i'm pregnant. And since i havent done my oath taking yet so no new passport, I cant go home... Next year is just a year away but heck its too long, i'm afraid i'd look 10 years older by then... No i'm not vain but i'm just stating facts here... So hopefully i'll find peace with myself and start caring about how i look like.... Maybe that will happen on of these days...

Elections Over, Thank God!

no more bickering from each parties!

So now that Obama won [Congrats Sen. Obama & Sen. Biden], we'll see where he leads this country... Will he able to save us from this recession or are we going there?! Lets hope and pray he'll do great, besides the guy deserve this.... He has a lot to prove a lot so where do this CHANGE leads us?!

Congrats to Sen. McCain, that speech was great!!!! that's how all losers should be, and whats up w/ the crowd in Phoenix?!

i'm no expert on politics, besides I hate it but this election was historical. First African-American President eh?! tsk tsk lets just hope it wont create chaos, besides there are still racist in this country...